Betrayal


I don't hear your voices,
but I can see.
Time reveals all.
You can't fool me.

I came as a friend.
On an errand I went.
One soul soothed.
Another spent.

Behind my back,
my want you neglect.
Careful what you sow,
I don't forget.
                  ~Anallee

i got 3 months of prem im going to be throwing bbcs dance partys for any bbcs that shows up u can find me on big bang server normally

Bonjour!!

Je me lance. J'avais cette idée depuis longtemps mais jamais le temps de la mettre en œuvre:

Well I come to you with something based on a friend's life experience (a rl friend, not in game xD), he is going through something a bit shitty so I decided to make a piece out of it. He has fallen for two girls, for diferent reasons and now he doesn't know what to do, he is a bit lost so.

It has been a long time since I saw you
You were the most beautiful girl I met
And on that airport I fell in love
For someone I knew I wouldn't have

I've been living my live
With ups and downs
But now you came back
And I fell to the ground again

I can't have a day where I check for your news
I keep hoping I'm missed the same way I miss you
I keep dreaming of your welcoming embrace
One where I'm your man

But now I hate myself for letting me get caught
For there's another that I can't shake off of my mind
She knows I can't stop looking
So she makes a fool out of me

Yes, I know I shouldn't
But I can't stand the distance between us
So this other girl is near
And I can't stand to be lonely again

Hello all,

I haven't posted in a while, mostly due to unexpected RL situations... but my Muse is still actively inspiring me. A pleasant daydream is the source of the following piece; I hope you'll enjoy it.

Coquí

Strolling in the verdant forest the other day in search of a cool
Spot to relax, through waves of sweltering heat and humidity
I followed the meandering path down toward the azure pool
Concealed in the bower therein, where a cheerful croak greated me…
 
    There a small coquí awaited, its large, liquid black eyes peering
    At me intently, its pale brown skin glistening under the sun;
    I must have been dreaming, for it said to me: “Your love is waiting
    Yonder, señor, on the other side of the charco.” Then it spun
 
And dove in the cerulean waters, its batracian shape soon
Disappearing from view; looking up, I spied on the other shore
A vision most endearing… you were there, bright as the sun at noon,
The wet curves of your naked body impossible to ignore…
 
    I undressed and entered the cool, refreshing water, swimming fast
    Toward you, silently thanking that little frog, a spirit guide
    Ostensibly sent to lead my oneiric self to yours, at last
    Reunited in a shared dreamscape where our true feelings abide.


    

Cheers,

Ivan

Resolution


I can't stay in our place anymore.
It fills me with fear.
You made me forget how to be alone.
I know you won't be there.

Miscreants approach me,
pretending to be you.
I pity their empty souls.
They think I'm a fool.

Screaming inside,
now I know why you left.
I couldn't stop it.
I wouldn't have tried.

Your tormentors remain.
They seek me and ask why.
I pretend not to know them.
They can't see me cry.

Soon they will know
the pain they caused us.
Vengeance is coming;
my promise, swift and just.

When you return,
you know where I'll be.
My place.
The loving embrace of the sea.
Forever calling me.
                         ~Anallee

Sparked by a conversation with Bansai last night, I happened upon this and it helped me today:
*credit (author unknown)

"May I be grateful for all that has happened to me, good and bad.  Bad helps to define good.
Sorrow intensifies joy.  Humility brings spirituality.  Disease turns health into a paradise.
Loneliness makes love, both human and Divine, the greatest gift of all."

Simple thread. Just share anything interesting that happened to you in game recently.

Hello, Cath here!

Since we're a community and since we share a lot, I thought it might be a good idea do go further. I talked with Sharp to know if it would a be good thread and he gave me the green signal. 

What is this thread about? Simple, we talk about about your culture. The subject is really large, so it might be difficult to start. 

Here is my example:

I come from the Philippines, a beautiful country composed by 7.107 islands and about 2.000 of them are inhabited, 2.400 others don't even have a name. My homeland is a pacifist one even tho we have an army, and a military duty-like during the high school which is called CAT (citizen advanced training). Anyway, we are also known to be very welcoming, a nice temper and willing to help the others.

This description might be biased, but this is how I see my country, I can be wrong, but who's perfect?

I'm looking forward to get to know your culture!

Love,

Cath

PS: No rasism allowed

Hello people,

When I joined the MnF Club back in mid-january, I did so - like many of us - with the prospect of having lots of virtual sex in a pleasant, beautifully imagined and rendered online environment. I stumbled often at first, as I figured out how to navigate the place, and earned more than my share of rebuttals as I learned the hard way that cold invites are a no-no and possibly the worst way to attract prospective lovers.

Then I had my first experiences, soon channeling all the lust and energy thus obtained in creative directions and putting the results on the forum, while discovering kindred spirits whom I befriended and began to hang out with whenever I went online.

It has already been mentioned, analysed and debated elsewhere how one's experience evolve over time, and how sex (especially with the animations) either loses its appeal or becomes secondary to the friendships achieved within the game (and the forum of course). The gaming experience is bound to evolve and take new, sometimes unexpected directions...

... and one I never expected was love . Sure, even the most jaded among us harbor some feelings toward their lovers (mainly lust and desire) and a significant number develop strong friendships that often spill out in real life. But... to actually fall in love?

Take a moment, think back of the day you signed on.. how many of you did so expecting to find a soulmate here? Certainly not I... and yet I did. She is the highlight of my days, the missing piece of my heart, the better part of me... spending time online with her is pure bliss, precious moments of suspended eternity away from the tedium of everyday life... well, you get my drift. 

I'm starting this thread because I'm wondering how many among us have found love online, what it brought to their lives, and I also wanted to know (using the poll function) what people think about falling in love within the club... is it a wondrous opportunity not to be dismissed? Is it a recipe for a doomed relationship and broken hearts? You tell me....

Ivan