i think i see were my main flaw is in this.....its the "getting approached part" everything else...yes i have that in me...it just the beginning part that has not happened yet...well...actually just yesterday a lady PM me asking if i was form forum..and i explained that I am but I am not anyone important there.....just some regular member that's all...and she (to my shock and surprise) complemented me on some of my post on "weird kink" lol.
(in short) she explained that she is interested in exploring it with me and want to try further things as well...i also explain my "other dark kinks" and she seems like she wants to try that as too...however this to me seems so unreal coz this has never happened...i am still unsure if to try it out with her or not...coz...it really fills like i am dreaming....i want to hold on hops but i have been let down before (as in they say they want to try..and after few days they either not log on anymore or quit)...so yeah...will give her a try and also try and build my trust with her first before i do any RPing.
btw she says she lurks in forums...so to Miss gorgeous if you happen to read this pleas know i am actually honored you PM'ed me and i really do want to give it a try with you
my postings are sooo informal XD
(in short) she explained that she is interested in exploring it with me and want to try further things as well...i also explain my "other dark kinks" and she seems like she wants to try that as too...however this to me seems so unreal coz this has never happened...i am still unsure if to try it out with her or not...coz...it really fills like i am dreaming....i want to hold on hops but i have been let down before (as in they say they want to try..and after few days they either not log on anymore or quit)...so yeah...will give her a try and also try and build my trust with her first before i do any RPing.
btw she says she lurks in forums...so to Miss gorgeous if you happen to read this pleas know i am actually honored you PM'ed me and i really do want to give it a try with you
my postings are sooo informal XD