Confused and Lost

[Altaria]

Well I come to you with something based on a friend's life experience (a rl friend, not in game xD), he is going through something a bit shitty so I decided to make a piece out of it. He has fallen for two girls, for diferent reasons and now he doesn't know what to do, he is a bit lost so.

It has been a long time since I saw you
You were the most beautiful girl I met
And on that airport I fell in love
For someone I knew I wouldn't have

I've been living my live
With ups and downs
But now you came back
And I fell to the ground again

I can't have a day where I check for your news
I keep hoping I'm missed the same way I miss you
I keep dreaming of your welcoming embrace
One where I'm your man

But now I hate myself for letting me get caught
For there's another that I can't shake off of my mind
She knows I can't stop looking
So she makes a fool out of me

Yes, I know I shouldn't
But I can't stand the distance between us
So this other girl is near
And I can't stand to be lonely again