I lay down with the devil

[Drek]

*This is an older poem*

We lay down... together... I thought it was from love...

I was young... inxeperinced... not that now I'm something 

more experienced... but...

We lay down...

The night was alright, like a shakepsearean scenario,

it was the dream of the summer night... At least for me...

I lay down with the devil and never woke up again...

Evil hounds swallowed me...

I lost myself inside of me... 

The most difficult is when you don't know yourself...

That's when you don't appreciate yourself, that's when you

kill yourself...

I didn't believe that devils ever existed,

I despised the darkness,

they are so mysterious,

so dark...

I met a devil,

I lay down with the devil...

And the dream becomes a day,

the day becomes a dream..

That wasn't me anymore...

I was something... I was... who knows what...

And you were alright,

watching... wating me to throw my soul

right in the heart of the dark... You were waiting for my 

fall...

And I fell... I fell worse than you wanted me to fall,

I fell on my kness before the same devil

that sealed the light of my soul...

I fell... I prayed... I begged...

I begged you... I begged to the devil...

And I sank, in your heart... I sank, in the abysses of 

your empty soul... in the black ink of your spirit, I drowned...

I waited...

Mornings... Suns... Moons...

And they were happening, but I wasn't watching them... 

I was blind, blinded... 

from your dark specter... I lost the light in my eyes...

I lay down with the devil...

before many summers,

and it still hurts me...

Damn it hurts...

There is no day for me,

Dead and silent, timless island... 

I wither away... on the cliffs...

I curse the saints and gods... I curse history, present, future...

I curse myself...

For being naive,

for my human weakness,

for the gift of the creator,

the sins...

When I lay down with the devil,

the universe collapsed.. my universe... in my head,

heart and soul...

I lay with the begining of my love's CURSE...

My shadow remained... Wandering, somewhere... sometimes...

IT DOESN'T MATTER... It has remained... THE SHADOW...

The memory... The memory died...